Seven thirty.
It’s a blue-sky morning with no plans and no pressure on me. My dreams last night were about freedom, so I wonder what this means in my own mind and why is it important now. In the morning yesterday I paused on my street to watch two jet planes fly overhead, glittering in the blue with several vapor trails. They remind me of the skywriter at the start of Native Son and the fantasy of aviation and freedom. Why is this emotional for me? I had a flying dream one time, and only once. Otherwise it’s always grounded reality. How noble would it be to be free and liberate everyone else from tyranny and lies? To expose oppression and point the way to happiness? One might start by trashing his television set. There is truth beyond internet. Unity is a good thing, depending on what it’s based upon. I remember a time before I had a connection. Life seemed to flow okay offline, and the community felt smaller and more together without digital everything. And we had touring bands come through. Things were human and real. If I could, I would regress to better times. This is achieved only in imagination, by a feat of mental gymnastics. Maybe I’m just crazy.